I recently started this thing called "teaching." Now I put that in parenthesis because I am not an actual teacher. I am nothing more than an actress playing the role of a teacher. I have not done anything to be a full fledge teacher yet, I am just a sub. I am just someone trying vigorously to help shape the minds of the future of america. I must say this role I am currently playing is the role of a lifetime and won that I hope I can keep playing forever. When I first took the step down the teaching road, I was scared. I thought I was just so lost I was grasping at straws of something to do. I took the stage of teaching and I am finding it is my time to shine. I feel alive and like I am actually working toward something that matters. I feel that I am no longer a puppet being controlled by other but I am finally taking steps in my life for myself.
That is why I wanted to write this blog today. To say that one step of my life has beeb figured out, or at least for now anyways. Am I saying I am now this insanely wise 23 year old with all the knowledge anyone could ever need. Yes, yes I am. Okay, no I'm not. I am simply saying that I have found a little peace in the chaos that can was my life. I feel lighter. Do I still want to work for Ellen? Yes, so if she is reading this or you know her, tell her I would be more than happy to say forget molding young minds, I am all in. Do I still have a million roads and decisions stretched out in front of me with no idea which one to pick? YESSS! I am going to take them as I go. Do I still have no idea where my life is gonna actually lead? DUH! Who knows without a doubt where their life is going. Now, with all that said, I know that actresses sometimes like to change their look and move onto other roles. But I am currently in the role of a lifetime and have no plans to change.
